Life Style..

6th February 2009, Friday

Wake up early this morning. Suddenly thought of changes of my life style after so many years of working.. have i been improving? or still stepping at the same place? hm..

1st year, Nov 2003 - fresh from oven. low salary. easy & punctual working hour. driving a "mini copper" kelisa, car loan half paid by the F&M loan. F&M? Father & mother lo... haha.. everything seems so great. young & pretty (guess so, haha..) clubbing almost everyweek. wow..

actually now i started to wonder how can i afford to pay so much for the clubbing when i have low salary at that period of time.

2nd year - changed job. working 8.30am-8pm. (Official workign hour is 8.30am-5.30pm, but those who leave punctual ==> too free = no work on hand = not needed in the company). Enjoy the job very much. stressful & challenging.

3rd year - working hard & stressful, still enjoy, getting slightly independent, meeting people, dealing own project, appreciated by the company, harmony office environment.. Close friends complained that I have spent no time for them.. :(

End of 3rd year - upgraded my car to Honda city. kind of proud. upgraded status ma.. haha.. but working getting less interesting. little politics in office.. :( decided to go back to help my dad.

4th year - helping dad in supervising warehouse construction & then account in the office. lost in direction. feeling missing career achievement. great salary, great benefit, unlimited annual leave, get to go holiday with family after so long working.

End of 4th year - decided to change a direction. move to Singapore to work.

Working in Singapore should considered the tragedy one. been working there for 1 year 4 months. been staying in JB, alvin's house. no car loan to bear, more saving, better life, increase insurance "protection" sum (not sure the insurance still strong or not nowadays, even bank can collapse..), making hard-earned money, hazzel traveling to work, home sick.. but no doubt, i earn the experince & the knowlege. :)

Well, that's all about update of change of my life style after graduation, have i been improving? hm.. experience - yes, knowledge - yes, expenses - yes (greatly), saving - yes (slightly, but good enough to comfort my parents :)), living with family - NO.... Sob sob...

Is this all i want after all? certainly no, this is only a process to my dream ma.. that's why i got to experince and go through all these..