Monday, May 4, 2015

My forever love, Benjamin lee

My love and forever sweet heart, really, how fortunate to have him in my life..

My super cheeky son, Charles

He is cheeky, he is intelligent;
He is naughty, he is kind;
He is selfish (he doesn't share his toy), but he is soft hearted (he will provide alternative to siblings to ensure everyone has a toy);
He would cry for little tiny matter, but he smile like a shinny sun;
He make me crazy, and he make he laugh;
He is really the one that change me.. 
I learn to me patience, I learn to listen, I learn to think /feel at others position, I learn to love unconditionally..
There are still very much to learn to tackle with this small young man..
I believe he will be a special person one day.. He is more than what others says about him now..
My little young man, Charles lee, mummy will love u to the moon and back to the earth..


Sunday, May 3, 2015

Children, please don't grow up so fast...

Today before bed, Benji accidentally spill water on to the mattress.. I got no choice but to ask them sleep at their own room ( they have been sleeping with us).. I moved out the two mattress to air dry, and settled them in their bedroom.. When I walk back to my bedroom.... Oh gosh my bedroom is so empty.. Immediately there is a thought into my mind.. I don want them to grow up so fast, I don want them to sleep in their own room.. I am afraid.. I am not ready! I want them with me, despite of their noise (+ my scream) every night without fail.. 

Oh my children, please stay the way u are now.. Don't grow up so fast.. I want to spend more time with u all.. Please allow me to have more time to love u all, pamper u all... 

Children, do remember this moment, when u still enjoy hearing me say I love u, and u are not shy to express ur love to ur mum.. I love u all, forever..