Saturday, February 26, 2011

My benji boy


8 weeks 3 days

Time flies, benji boy is now 8 weeks 3 days already.. In Chinese calendar, he is officially 2 months already...

Slowly grow up as a healthy and naughty boy..

My parents and hub say that I pamper him too much.. He demand people carry him whenever he is not sleeping.. he definitely wants full attention from others.. ^.^ Luckily he sleeps a lot.. otherwise me and my maid will be very tiring.. :p

I will be back to work on next Monday.. I am missing him already (even he is now sleeping beside me).. I know my maid will take good care of him, plus my MIL is helping to overlook baby and maid.. but i just cant stop myself missing him!!






Thursday, February 24, 2011

有了炫逸以后。。

一种很复杂的心情。。

在家的快乐, 和现在的无奈。。 成了强烈的对比。。

日复一日, 说真的, 好像没有意义似的。。

生活 因为有了炫逸而不一样, 炫逸变成我的生活的中心。。

如果他微笑, 我会开心。。 如果他哭, 我会烦躁。。

不能想象, 如果我的生命里没有炫逸, 我的生活将会是怎样。。

我想, 或许, 我已经失去自我了。。 希望, 这不是坏事。。

可是, 不懂为何, 我心里会有失落的感觉。。